| Location | Mount Isa, Queensland |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 07/12/2005 |
| Date of Death | 07/12/2005 |
| Visitors | 1,177 since 20/08/2009 |
| Creator |
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RIP Josephine Lee
Sadly, Josephine Lee passed away.
When I went into the hospital to check on the contractions I was having, they couldn't find her
heart beat.
They admitted me and induced me. They gave me the gel at 8pm Tuesday night. And then again 9am
Wednesday morning. At 4.30pm they broke my waters. Around 5.30 they put the drip in to make the
contractions stronger. 8pm I was asking for drugs. LOL They gave me pethodine. (Because she was
already dead, I got whatever I wanted)
Around 10.00 pm, they ran me down to the delivery room. After much comical relief for mum and Sue
(Andrew's mum) she was delivered at 10.50 pm, Josephine was delivered vaginally.
I broke the canulla in my arm twice coz I was rolling around the bed so much. I remember screaming
at the midwife to hurry up and put it back in (A few times) coz I wanted to push.
I was high on Peth, I don't remember saying most of the things they say I said, but I was told.
Aparently I told mum not to touch me or speak to me during contrations. Sue and mum both stood back
like they were scared of me. I remember that.
I remember not being able to push the placenta out. I was too damn tired. But 11.07 the placenta
was delivered. I then fell asleep on the delivery table. Around midnight they managed to get me
back in the wheelchair and back to my room. The wheelchair had flat tyres and squeeked all the way
down the corridor.
She weighed 2.1kgs (4lbs 10) and was 45 cms long. (1 foot 18 inches approx)
The next day (Thursday) we had Josephine Lee baptised and a lady came and did hand and foot casts.
That's was the first time I saw her. (Apart from when I tried to push her head back in during
delivery) I have lots of photo's of her though. Mum went through almost a whole roll of film
taking photo's. Even one of her with her big pigglet and my pigglet cuddling her.
Today the doctors let me go home. (Friday) they said I was doing really well and I was the only
patient in maternity who wasn't on antibiotics. And the rest had live babies, so I'm more at risk
of infection.
That's all I can type for now.
~Bronny.
I am a Mother
I've loved my child right from the start
A feeling that's filled my entire heart
I went through the labour and suffered the pain
For many long hours with nothing no gain.
I've spent sleepless nights being awake,
Though it's been a while my arms still ache
I've sat and I've wondered of how she would grow
The love of my family that she'd come to know
The sound of her voice as she learns to talk
Watching her steps as she tries to walk
I have a child that I really love so
I am her mother yet nobody knows
I've spent all these months feeling her grow,
I've lived through it all and have nothing to show
I don't get invited to chat with young mothers,
Because I dont have a baby like others.
Ive got some strech marks that I'd like to hide
but i dont have a pram with a baby inside
I dont know how long Ill be feeling like this
But one thing I know, my baby I miss.
A million times we've need you
A million times we have cried
If love alone could save
You never would have died
In life we loved you dearly
In death we love you still
For in our hearts you hold
A place no one can fill
In broke our hearts to lose you
But you did not go alone
For a part of us went with you
the day God took you home.
angels called your name so gently,
That only you could hear.
No one heard the footsteps,
Of angels drawing near.
Softly from the shadows
There came a gentle call,
You closed your eyes and went to sleep,
And quietly left us all.
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Letter from heaven xx
Dear Mummy,
I see how much you miss me and wish I wern't gone.
I took a part of you with me the day god called me home.
Please try to understand, dear mummy that we're not that far apart, for i'll be forever near because i have your heart.
I know there's times you feel there's no reason to go on, you wish that you could be with me, and you have been all along. Just because i went home and im in the masters hand doesnt mean i'm not still with you... beside yous were i stand. please try to understand dear mummy, that i'll always love you so, i can't stand to see you hurting so theres something you should know. Each time you feel the sunshine upon your lovely face, its me smiling down upon you and touching you with god's sweet embrace. Each night your sad and lonely and the tears you cant control, im right there beside you and i will never let go . God told me to tell you that he knows your pain inside, for he lost his son too, upon that cross he died. He wasn't trying to hurt you by calling me home so soon, theres just plans that he had for me, that noone else could do. I want to thank you dearest mummy, for all you gave to me. But most of all, I thank god because ur the best mother one could be. So each time you think of me and tears fill your eyes, when u feel like giving up, just look up to the skys. Life on earth is hard, i know, but you must be so strong. For ill be there forever with you until god calls you home. I loved you from the start and i love you still. please dont give up mummy, for its just not in god's will. I will never forsake you , ill be there everyday. I'll hold you in my angel wings and guide you on your way.
Although i'm gonna go now, remember its not for long. For ill stand beside you through it all and im never really gone. I love you more than words can say and i hate to know you feel so lost. Just remember we will meet again because jesus left that cross. xxx
"Angel"
Tear drops, slow and steady,
The pain so real and true,
God took another angel,
And that angel, dear, was you.
Angel wings, upon the clouds,
Your body softly sleeps,
Hush now little angel,
No more tears you have to weep.
Little prayers,are sent to you,
The short life you led;
Your family will never forget you,
So rest your little head.
I know God will look after you,
Now you are truly alive,
Your spirit soars beyond the moon,
Your legacy will survive.
You’re beautiful, you’re endless,
Now stretch your wings and fly,
Your loved by so many,
It will never be goodbye.
Close your pretty eyes,
No more tears,just go and rest,
Let your soul lie peacefully,
we know you did your best.
A poem written by mellanie campbell
for all the little angels x
♥ ♥ Now the day has ended angel, And i have To say Goodnight, It's time for you to rest your wings, Sweet Dreams, God Bless, Sleep Tight. ♥ ♥ ♥
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
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sweet dreams xxxxx
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