| Location | Mount Isa, Queensland |
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| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 07/12/2005 |
| Date of Death | 07/12/2005 |
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RIP Josephine Lee
Sadly, Josephine Lee passed away.
When I went into the hospital to check on the contractions I was having, they couldn't find her heart beat.
They admitted me and induced me. They gave me the gel at 8pm Tuesday night. And then again 9am Wednesday morning. At 4.30pm they broke my waters. Around 5.30 they put the drip in to make the contractions stronger. 8pm I was asking for drugs. LOL They gave me pethodine. (Because she was already dead, I got whatever I wanted)
Around 10.00 pm, they ran me down to the delivery room. After much comical relief for mum and Sue (Andrew's mum) she was delivered at 10.50 pm, Josephine was delivered vaginally.
I broke the canulla in my arm twice coz I was rolling around the bed so much. I remember screaming at the midwife to hurry up and put it back in (A few times) coz I wanted to push.
I was high on Peth, I don't remember saying most of the things they say I said, but I was told. Aparently I told mum not to touch me or speak to me during contrations. Sue and mum both stood back like they were scared of me. I remember that.
I remember not being able to push the placenta out. I was too damn tired. But 11.07 the placenta was delivered. I then fell asleep on the delivery table. Around midnight they managed to get me back in the wheelchair and back to my room. The wheelchair had flat tyres and squeeked all the way down the corridor.
She weighed 2.1kgs (4lbs 10) and was 45 cms long. (1 foot 18 inches approx)
The next day (Thursday) we had Josephine Lee baptised and a lady came and did hand and foot casts. That's was the first time I saw her. (Apart from when I tried to push her head back in during delivery) I have lots of photo's of her though. Mum went through almost a whole roll of film taking photo's. Even one of her with her big pigglet and my pigglet cuddling her.
Today the doctors let me go home. (Friday) they said I was doing really well and I was the only patient in maternity who wasn't on antibiotics. And the rest had live babies, so I'm more at risk of infection.
That's all I can type for now.
~Bronny.
I am a Mother
I've loved my child right from the start
A feeling that's filled my entire heart
I went through the labour and suffered the pain
For many long hours with nothing no gain.
I've spent sleepless nights being awake,
Though it's been a while my arms still ache
I've sat and I've wondered of how she would grow
The love of my family that she'd come to know
The sound of her voice as she learns to talk
Watching her steps as she tries to walk
I have a child that I really love so
I am her mother yet nobody knows
I've spent all these months feeling her grow,
I've lived through it all and have nothing to show
I don't get invited to chat with young mothers,
Because I dont have a baby like others.
Ive got some strech marks that I'd like to hide
but i dont have a pram with a baby inside
I dont know how long Ill be feeling like this
But one thing I know, my baby I miss.
A million times we've need you
A million times we have cried
If love alone could save
You never would have died
In life we loved you dearly
In death we love you still
For in our hearts you hold
A place no one can fill
In broke our hearts to lose you
But you did not go alone
For a part of us went with you
the day God took you home.
Thinking of you is Easy,
We Remember you each day.
The heartbreak that we feel
Just never goes away,
♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱
Nothing is the same any more
As we try to carry on,
We want the way it was before.
We found out you were gone,
♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱
Yes we have our memories,
We also have the pain,
But all we ever wanted ..
Was to have you home again.
♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Josephine"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Daughter of yours.
Born Still - by Unknown Author
Do you know how hard it is
To hold a baby who doesn’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell that baby Goodbye?
Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your child should be there
Resting her sleepy head?
Do you know how hard it is
Feeling you’re to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You'll always feel the same.
Do you know the heartache
Knowing she's gone for good?
And feeling that you didn't
Do all the things you could.
Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it's Gods will?
Do you know the emptiness
When your child is born still?
Unfortunately we do XX
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne Hall
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one. XX
angels called your name so gently,
That only you could hear.
No one heard the footsteps,
Of angels drawing near.
Softly from the shadows
There came a gentle call,
You closed your eyes and went to sleep,
And quietly left us all.
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Letter from heaven xx
Dear Mummy,
I see how much you miss me and wish I wern't gone.
I took a part of you with me the day god called me home.
Please try to understand, dear mummy that we're not that far apart, for i'll be forever near because i have your heart.
I know there's times you feel there's no reason to go on, you wish that you could be with me, and you have been all along. Just because i went home and im in the masters hand doesnt mean i'm not still with you... beside yous were i stand. please try to understand dear mummy, that i'll always love you so, i can't stand to see you hurting so theres something you should know. Each time you feel the sunshine upon your lovely face, its me smiling down upon you and touching you with god's sweet embrace. Each night your sad and lonely and the tears you cant control, im right there beside you and i will never let go . God told me to tell you that he knows your pain inside, for he lost his son too, upon that cross he died. He wasn't trying to hurt you by calling me home so soon, theres just plans that he had for me, that noone else could do. I want to thank you dearest mummy, for all you gave to me. But most of all, I thank god because ur the best mother one could be. So each time you think of me and tears fill your eyes, when u feel like giving up, just look up to the skys. Life on earth is hard, i know, but you must be so strong. For ill be there forever with you until god calls you home. I loved you from the start and i love you still. please dont give up mummy, for its just not in god's will. I will never forsake you , ill be there everyday. I'll hold you in my angel wings and guide you on your way.
Although i'm gonna go now, remember its not for long. For ill stand beside you through it all and im never really gone. I love you more than words can say and i hate to know you feel so lost. Just remember we will meet again because jesus left that cross. xxx
"Angel"
Tear drops, slow and steady,
The pain so real and true,
God took another angel,
And that angel, dear, was you.
Angel wings, upon the clouds,
Your body softly sleeps,
Hush now little angel,
No more tears you have to weep.
Little prayers,are sent to you,
The short life you led;
Your family will never forget you,
So rest your little head.
I know God will look after you,
Now you are truly alive,
Your spirit soars beyond the moon,
Your legacy will survive.
You’re beautiful, you’re endless,
Now stretch your wings and fly,
Your loved by so many,
It will never be goodbye.
Close your pretty eyes,
No more tears,just go and rest,
Let your soul lie peacefully,
we know you did your best.
A poem written by mellanie campbell
for all the little angels x
♥ ♥ Now the day has ended angel, And i have To say Goodnight, It's time for you to rest your wings, Sweet Dreams, God Bless, Sleep Tight. ♥ ♥ ♥
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
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sweet dreams xxxxx
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